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i briefly used guilded in 2022 when my discord got temporarily banned, and i abandoned it right after my discord account got restored. and now it turns out theyre shutting it all down

overtime, i'm more and more convinced my rtx 4060 (MSI VENTUS 2X BLACK OC GeForce RTX 4060 8 GB) gpu is defective. it's not dying, it's not randomly turning off and there's no graphical artifacts. it all seems to be related to outputting through my display.

Discord got token logged Idk what else tho So if any weird shit happens on any of my accounts on other sites Lmk. Btw This site and sb could be down for some unspecified time Idfk.

like idk why but since i think last year theres often been periods of time where i can't fucking sleep and i end up all paranoid schizo whatever the fuck. i dont know why because all this does is wrap my perception of reality and like, cause me to play some weird ass game of 4d chess??? like atp idk who the fuck am i even anymore. its just, Weird. its not related to sb because who gives a fuck about it besides me. its like. "Ohhhh fuuck they'll start hating me all over again". I dont want another fucking nov5 (unrelated to us elections, just, i don't fucking know anymore). it was dumb self inflicted shit (and im not trying to defend myself whatever gotta live with it). Idk where the fuck im heading towards i just hope it's not gonna be another 2024.

for a while, i've wanted an ipad. the only ipads i own are too old (ipad mini 1 on ios 9.3.5 and ipad mini 2 on ios 12.5.7) and they have broken glass. i originally wanted something like an ipad air. i don't need an ipad pro in my opinion because i only really want an ipad for drawing. however, as i'm in the process of buying parts for my future pc (i only have the case and motherboard as of writing this), so i decided to cheap out and get myself one of those old base ipads, it was a refurbished 8th gen from amazon.

i'm currently sunburnt and so i probably won't be able to sleep so here we go

overtime ive seen more and more people flock over to bluesky because of twitter becoming more and more insufferable in general. and yet i still don't understand the appeal of bluesky.

this has been something that has been on my mind lately.